Sunday, November 01, 2009
6:40 AM

Long time didn't post anything...

Actually I doubt anyone would now still read my posting..but anyway I'll still post it...It's a form of channel where I can vent/release my feelings...

Doing my last nite shift on the island...& will be working till end of Nov 2009 then will move to another company...

Learnt a lot in PEC & especially with my current team..Will miss my team here...although not everyone in the team but can say at least 90% of them are good & hardworking...

I'll be moving on to a company where I'll be deployed in Jurong Island..I'll be looking after the safety department there just like a safety manager & I'll be doing things of what a safety officer or manager will doing...

Although the work responsibility and the salary doesn't really tally but I'm alright as I feel that I can make use of the opportunity to pick up the skill & knowledge of how I can manage the dept in the future.

The dept in this project is small & the workforce there will be less than 100 according to the Project Manager. I'll have MaConnell Dowell & Foaster Wheeler & Woley Parson above my company before anything reaches ExxonMobile...But I need to be on good terms with the above 2 main contrators.

Now apart from preparing myself for this new challenge, I'm also hoping my 2nd application to be a safety officer willl b a success...Once I get the registration, I can register for my Environmental Control Officer ( ECO ) thur NEA also...With these 2 registrations, I can bring more value to myself. I need to get myself a job with much higher pay so that I can pay off lots of things...Debts especially...& lastly getting more savings so that I can get marry and settle down peacefully together with my gal & mum....

With all the finanical issues, I sometimes really can't hold on with it...I really hate myself for being so naive in the past and got cheated by that BITCH!!! Bcos of her, landed myself with all these debts..thanks for my parents for there helping me since then...I just wanna be debt free and be able to start over again...I felt very bad with all these debts clinging onto me for so long...

Seeing friends around me getting settling down 1 by 1...If not becos of her, I would have done so maybe last year or maybe this year...but anyway...things happened for a reason...bcos of her, I also love my parents even more..For I know that they won't hurt me for I'm their son..Even they like to nag but they'll still help me...Thanks....I wanna get my registrations and get a pay at least $6K ( my target ) where I can bring a better life to the ones with me now...

Crossing my fingers everyday and thanking those who have helped me deep down in my heart...Thanks...

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