Wednesday, September 20, 2006
9:02 PM

Been a week where i last posted an entry lor..nothing much to highlight also..Life was as usual...But as 21st Sept is drawing nearer & nearer,my mood starts to swing alot more than before..

Tomorrow will going for my Combat Skilled Badge ( CSB ) course till next wed...Tomorrow i'll be doing a 10km run under 65mins, Fri will be doing a close-terrain navigation in Lower Mandai & next Tue night @ 10pm will be walking a 32km route march ( At every 4km will have to go through a test station & @ 24km will do a river-crossing ). This's my 2nd attempt already. The previous ( last March ) course,i couldn't complete the navigation with a swollen left knee..After that incident,my superiors have been asking me to complete it once again BUT i have to pass it this time. I felt all this pressure within me & it all started to build up since Aug.

Hope everything will be smooth for me this time...i don't want to go back to explain to people again...Hate that feeling...REALLY feel sianz about this organisation ( maybe it's because of this incident bah )...

I'm now looking into other opportunities in venturing if i 'm given my 2nd term contract ( 4yrs later )...hermmm....Road ahead seems abit unsure lately....

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